Mynameising,a17-year-oldgirl.Idon''''''''tlookspeciatallfromirlsofthesameage.Igetupearlytogotoschool,listentocssescarefully,gofoolingaroundwithmycssmatesaftercss,andgohometotinuebeingsilly.ButeventhoughI''''''''mstillunderage,mysexualdesirehasalreadyexceededwhatitshouldbefe.I''''''''madolddict.IliketodressupasabeautifundlovelyBarbiedoll,aonthedisguiseandsitonthefloortopytheroleofthedoll.Iwillforcemyselfnottomovewhilepyingtheroleofthedoll.Sometimes,ioihedegreeofhumiliation,IwillsogivemyselfPutonamouthball,putavibratorinyina,andyou''''''''tmoveevenifyasmandsquirt,whatisthisbutapervert?Whocallsmeaqualifieddoll?

Becauseofmyquirks,Ioftendothingsalone,andIdon’tdaretohaveaboyfriend,forfearthatmyboyfriendwillknowthatIamsuchapervertandabandonme.Everynightaftermyparentsfalsleep,itisthehappiesttimeofmyday.Ourhouseisatwo-storyhouse.Iliveonthesedfloorandmyparentsliveonthefirstfloor.Sotheydon’tgouptothesedflooraftertheygotobedatnight.AslongasIdon’tmaketoomuoise,theywon’tdisturbme.Fortunately,Iyingtheroleofadoll,andthedollcouldn''''''''tspeakormove,soitwasveryquiet.Intheevening,afterfirmingthatitissafe,IgotomyroomjustincaseofanemergendputohesIhavearrangedfortheday.IwritedownthedollshapesandclothesIwanttopyeachdayonthedar.Thiswaytherewillbenodifficultyinchoosing.Afterputtingiton,Iwillsetanarmcloyself.Atimeperiodisonehour.Duringthishour,Imustmaintainmypostureandovehalfastep.AslongasIactallymove,Iwillwheimeisover.WhenIpunishmyself,Imostlykneeldown.Ialsohaveaboish,andsometimesItrytotiemyselfupforanhour,oftenuntilIclimax.Butafteralongtime,pretendingtobeadollseemedabitb.IoftenimagihatIwasamannequininthewindow,standingi